Friday, 18 May 2012

Do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain

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Okay. So. I haven't blogged anything in over a month. I guess the reason is that things are actually pretty good for me right now, I...
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Friday, 13 April 2012

You're hideous, you know that, right?

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Does it ever go away? Like. At all. Because everytime I think it's better something will happen and it's just there . Today it was a...
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Wednesday, 11 April 2012

If he wants me broken, then I will have to be whole

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I've been discharged from day treatment. I was ready. I'm well enough not to be there. In fact I am healthier and well-er than I...
Sunday, 1 April 2012

April is the cruellest month

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Last night was punctured with bad dreams. S&M. Bondage. Torture. I'd wake up for a couple of minutes and it was like I'd forgot...
Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Your nightmares follow you like a shadow, forever

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I've started having rape dreams, nightmares, I wake up and I feel sick of the things that have come into my head during the night. I ...
Monday, 12 March 2012

Loser. Liar. Faker. Phoney.

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It took me three hours to work up the courage to go to bed last night. I wouldn't take my meds or turn the TV or the light off. The tho...
Wednesday, 7 March 2012

I find hope in the darkest of days, and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the universe

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Today I went to the day hospital for the first time. It seems to be pretty much the same as it was when I went last time only with a lot ...